AngstBoy

OMG!!!

I strike here again!!!

quick update.
Just been busy working.
I got a lot on my plate.

As you know I have been practicing Bujinkan Budo Taijutsu (Ninjutsu) for about a year now.
I have dedicated myself to it.

I am also trying to get started on my comic book project and bring back my web comic series.
so that's in the plans.

Also...I have been doing commissions...so yeah.

short sweet and now i'm outta here again.

oh...random note...i have started getting into RPing...yes...I finally gave in...but been too busy to do it...so fuck it.

*Poof*

sounds like a wrestling match right?
WRONG!

for 3 weeks i've been suffering with bronchitis.
This shit sucks.

I hate coughing and i hate being sick.

A few minutes ago i just hauled a massive vommit attack and this video clip from team america best depicted how it looked.

Yup. the tap water went dirty just like an hour ago.
how can i tell?
1. If the toilet water you flush returns and still looks like shit. you got dirty water.
2. if you take 2 glasses fill one with tap water and fill the other with Water filter with Brita© and the one with tap looks like shit. Then you got dirty water.

Remember no one likes shitty water. Brita© – It's clear why to use it.
So now my dad is calling the water treatment thingy to find out. just you wait like a few days in the news they'll talk about this shit.

This is for you you star trek geeks!!!






LOLZ!!!!

Remember the ol Street Fighter Cartoon on USA.
Yes you do don't you dare try to forget.
Cause I'm gonna make you remember.

Here is proof how shitty the show was but it was hilarious!
I make a lot of references from these...but pay attention to dialogue an animation.
and what NOT to do!!!


Be warned, your life will never EVER be the same again.

now without further adieu...



( THIS IS DELICIOUS!!!! YES YES!!!! )

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Well...it's day 3 and i'm still sick.
so what do i do to feel good, watch stupid shit like these:

EDIT: I apologize for all this. I am sick and I wanna share my joy with you all!



( LOLZ!!! )

i'm ok now.

For about a year, I've been working hard to better myself.
I tried to be a better friend, a better artist, most importantly a better son.
I've worked on my anger, my physical being and my maturity.
I tried my hardest to be the negotiator, the level headed one during troubled times
I tried to be obedient and responsible to my family.

Then...it all comes crashing down.
All this frustrations, all this pain, all this agony.
It returns. All this hatred, all this sorrow.
Everything I tried to leave behind, catches back up with me.
Everything I tried so hard to forget, hits me with another reminder.

So long have I sacrificed my own life for my family.
I don't do anything really social so i can be there for them...
AND FOR WHAT?!?
SO THEY CAN USE ME FOR MY SKILLS WITH NO PAYBACK
SO THEY CAN BLAME ME FOR TAKING THEIR TIME WITH THEIR LAST MINUTE FAVORS
SO THEY CAN BITCH AT ME FOR HOW I LOOK
SO THEY CAN COMPLAIN AT EVERY LITTLE FUCKING MISTAKE I DO AS I FUCKING TRY MY BEST TO BE A BETTER SON?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK!?!
I DON'T GET SHIT ANYMORE...
I am the black sheep of the family.
I am the black sacrificial lamb, so young, so frail so rejected.

why does things have to be this way?
what did i do for things to end up this way?
I have no life, I have no one...
All i can do is hug my knees and cry me a fucking river like Justin Timberlake.

I know the solutions, but when shit comes crashing down, everything jumps out the window.
I don't know anymore...
I feel like I've just wasted my time...

My assistant manager, who's been working there for 4 years got fired today.
A former employee dropped this bomb on me tonight.
My manager didn't give her any warning to change, accused her of not wanting to change and work with him which is complete and utter bullshit. It is in fact quite the reverse. He has an agenda and won't take no for an answer. He'll do as he pleases.

It's not fair. She has worked hard for the company and the store to keep it in tact and organized and the WHAM no warning gone. Cause he doesn't want her. The eerie part is i felt this feeling that this was going to happen after a former employee got released. I saw bits and pieces of clues that told me...He's going to get rid of her.

I'm blown, sad, pissed off...and stuff...
I can't even express how i feel right now.
Our schedueles are gonna be screwed up, we are short staffed, working harder because we are short staffed, gotta get ready to babysit and train a newbie when it happens and gotta worry about our backs because our manager is on a high-horse with a sickle.

fuck this.

yup got back into graffitti. I'm rusty...but it'll come back with more practice. anyways some stuff i did at work yesterday yup

yeah.

I'm on twitter too.
so now...what does that make it...
Facebook
Myspace
Livejournal

I am a social whore.
yeah right. I am taking over everything from the shadows...

oh if you wanna know my name on twitter it's
TheNinja82

I am really banged up right now.
but it is all good.

i am really learning alot about myself and continue to break old fears and habits.
I am learning to focus and channel my intent into a movement that i can transcend fear and proactively act in dangerous situations...

However, I didn't say it was easy.

I HAVE SO MUCH IDEAS IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW I'M GONNA EXPLODE!!!
well...no explosion but i do have a lot of artsy things i'm gonna do.

i haven't been this inspired since...i started AiW...that's 4+ years ago.

This past thursday I went to Paul Masse's seiminar up in gathersburg, md.
Paul Masse trains with Soke everyday in Japan for about 14 years.
He is really close to the Grandmaster.

Anyhoo...
It was a really REALLY awesome experience.
At first I was really nervous, being one of the few green belts in the room, surrounded by high level dans. When training started it all flew out the window. Paul demonstrated some techniques on me, and I tell you...It is like nothing. He was so relaxed and was very deceptive...very ninja. My words can't describe it.

The theme for the seminar was free spirit. So the techniques we were demonstrated we played around with to feel what works. The one thing i did pick up was to let my mind go and just go with it. If i thought about the technique, it failed and i got stumped.

but yeah. All the people there were cool. Most people from my dojo were there. Paul was super nice and cool. I was battered throughout the night. First technique, stomp kick to my ribs. Third technique my other ribs. Paul fingernailed me twice. the first one left a long scrape on my arm. I was hit in the head many times. but it was all good. I had a really good time.

I am convinced to go train in Japan at some point.
I am motivated to keep at this art.

I just feel doing it sometimes...

Former WWE superstar "Test" is dead.
well that was random

http://www.wwe.com/inside/industrynews/9571148?cid=2009EP-00

yeah.

FINALLY THIS FUCKING WEEK IS OVER!
Mad stress and shit at work.
and it's all done...

...for now.

now to rest...

Today...absolutely sucked.
Im tired.

i'm going to my Angst bed.

Ok...so i've finally had the courage to play around with digital airbrushing/painting...trying to slowly distance myself from cell-shading.
i think i did ok...

whatcha think?